I would take away all the good memories and everything I love about you just for this pain to go away.

The pain you feel inside when your heart is broken is so terrible. I would never wish that upon anyone.

I’m smiling through it all.

Youre so different now. We don’t talk as much anymore and things have changed. So every little conversation we have is so precious to me. I’m trying to make things the same again but I’m about to give up. I don’t like the new us. I’d rather not have you at all. You give me every reason to hate you but I just can’t. But no matter what I know anytime I think about you I’ll get that feeling. That feeling we both got on the phone. All the memories. All of our conversations. I know you better than anyone else. You’re perfect to me and that’s all that matters. I want you to be happy. So promise me one thing? Don’t ever change, you’re perfect.

I don’t know what to say. I love you so much and I know you love me too but you don’t know how to say it. Im the only one trying. And the reason why it all hurts so bad is because, you’re perfect in my eyes.